bye Q:3

It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all I want is for them to stay the same.
It's funny but stupid how I want everything & nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when I want to let go, but I keep holding on, & when I want to move on but I'm stuck right where I started.
When feelings come and go & I can't decide what I want.
When I have so many things to say but I don't know where to start.
When I want them in my life so bad, but all I can do is push them farther & farther away.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and I realize that things are different & they may never be the same.
I tell myself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, I wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it..

Thank you for the memories that we've shared in a short time..
Godbless! , Jya ne! Q:3